Lately I've been thinking about the day when he left me i know i loved him from the start and i know he did (coz he said that) and the pieces of my memories about him stuck in my heart and i just cant throw it all. it was obviously pathetic, and when he said "sorry, my parents wont let me be yours" he think that it was over, but i dont. its not over yet. idk but i think there were something spragged in my head.
I know that love was complicated and slightly overrated and we made each other nearly go insane and all we've done was useless, and stupid but it hurt so bad to lose it and I don't want to lose him all the way and when i remembering my 14th birthday at pizza hut, my homemade chocolate valentine, our favorite song; the time when we've been so bussy talk about it all the time, our great big laugh and basketball stuff being a great part of my life. but it is all seems such a waste if we just let it go.
and oh damn the alarm of my brain alerted me to stop me because its extremely jeopardize me. and with a little help from my friends i've tried to warn my self, and says, "we're much better of separated." and somebody proposed me to be just FRIEND with him. and it was a great idea, i think. and i was wondering, i remember how to be friends. do you think that we could start there again? better than if we just pretending to be enemy over his cousin and parents and people forever? im a bit glad. and i think this is the best solution, for me, for him, for his parents and mine. just come back over at the first again. i've seen the world since he'd gone and i think we're much better being friends. hard for me, but iv got to try. hopefully i can turn back time lol
I know that love was complicated and slightly overrated and we made each other nearly go insane and all we've done was useless, and stupid but it hurt so bad to lose it and I don't want to lose him all the way and when i remembering my 14th birthday at pizza hut, my homemade chocolate valentine, our favorite song; the time when we've been so bussy talk about it all the time, our great big laugh and basketball stuff being a great part of my life. but it is all seems such a waste if we just let it go.
and oh damn the alarm of my brain alerted me to stop me because its extremely jeopardize me. and with a little help from my friends i've tried to warn my self, and says, "we're much better of separated." and somebody proposed me to be just FRIEND with him. and it was a great idea, i think. and i was wondering, i remember how to be friends. do you think that we could start there again? better than if we just pretending to be enemy over his cousin and parents and people forever? im a bit glad. and i think this is the best solution, for me, for him, for his parents and mine. just come back over at the first again. i've seen the world since he'd gone and i think we're much better being friends. hard for me, but iv got to try. hopefully i can turn back time lol
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